Love Letter to My soulmate

Before I met you there were many points in my life I had thought of you but never knew who you were. Id think of the perfect person. The one who would love me like I loved them. Someone who would make a sacrafice as big as I would. But as I went though the years I never found you. I went through relationship after relationship searching for you. Id be with one person for a few days and then know its not you. I had many dreams and hopes of you and as I waited for you I fell more in more in love with you. Although I had not met you. Or seen you or even known your name. I knew that you exist somewhere in the world.

From a young age this thought started. Not from when adults say you can understand love. Much much before. Oh yes a long time before. I was only eight maybe even seven. I would sigh at night whilst I dreamed of you. I would become depressed if people treated me like dirt. For anything and everything. But the thought of you keept me going. But even though I did not know you I still carried on the hope and the dream. I believed that if you believe hard enough in something then it will eventually come true. And that if you give up then you will never grasp hold of your dreams. Some people say that only those bold enough to chase dreams are willing to catch them. And I guess I thought I was one of those people.

Although the longer I waited the more painful it seemed to be without you I always had faith that I would be with you one day. I hoped every morning that today would be the day but it never came. I was getting use to getting exited and then getting it blown down. It was becoming a lifestyle more than anything else.

I would always picture your face in my dreams. You were like a princess. Like no other. Beautiful, kind, loving and strong. I pictured me and you being one. We would be stronger together. And that nothing would break our bond. However life didnt seem to be that fantasy. Life is not a dream but life is what you make it.

Eventually as I grew older the faith was their but it was getting weaker and weaker. Life seemed to be to long. However when your looking for something it’s harder to find. One day I decided to stop and go with the flow of fate. And that very moment I stopped. I found you.

Fate works in mysterious ways. Love can start in many ways. People can find love through a random click of a button or open of a door. But some can find it through long time of getting to know them. But I knew as soon as I saw you. The dream was in reach. But as I tried to catch I was scared. I would mess up the oppertunity however you cannot mess up fate. Destiny is ment to be. And you are my destiny.

When you catch a dream you make a new one. New goals, targets. And now that we have our love in the palm of our hands. I now see our next steps. I want to marry you. Have a family with you. Live with you. Grow old with you. And pass with you. And be eternally with you.

By Darren Taylor

To my beloved Sarah

I Love You Sarah